This Part of Me

I never was a part of you; a silent destruction of expectations
All the pieces placed down upon your feet; a shadow made of rejection
Nevermore do I follow a false promise; a fate of wandering deceit
You could take it all away; all but that part of me
 
My not so secret obsession; delusions borne from desires
It took away my purity; a monster I’ve become
Compulsion eats away the senses; the need grows stronger
One thousand ways to make it true; terrible things done to you
 
They converge in the middle; unabashed lust and loathing
Uncontrollable thoughts a torrent; the world is spinning
Further and further away; from the reality and actuality
Hate and love intertwine my mind like rope; strangling rationality
 
Please take it all away
This part of me

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